This is me

I feel a little tired still, withdrawal is so so bad – and yet I keep falling down the rabbit hole. Anyways, Things aren’t easy at the beginning of anything, takes time to get used to it and make it a habit. Earlier I watched a clip from the movie: The Greatest Showman, this movie, specially the soundtrack : “This is me” was a HUGE wake up song that not only inspired to try to quit drugs and this journey, but it really fueled my fire and it made me stop and actually view where me life was at that point – I breakdown in tears every time that song comes on – it’s crazy! Mood wise I feel ok – this next couple of days are crucial during the withdrawal process.