Temptation is starting to lurke around me. I am making myself super busy. Tho I have most of past contacts blocked, today someone contacted me thru fb msgr, and I felt for a moment to give in, picturing the scenario of what we would do etc.
Althought I’m not going to ever inject anymore. That is out of the equation.
It makes me a little bit mad that I romanticized the thought of smoking meth again. It has been 7 days since I last injected and I feel apathetic but somehow weird. Theres no weird thoughts or hallucinations.
I’ve masturbated this next couple of days so that any sexual thoughts or urges dont drive me to use.
I feel super good I just wish to keep this up so I can finally surpass a weekend of no use and brace a 2 week abstinence.
This too shall pasa
Edge of Glory 