So I have been out of touch of my daily journal, but it is never too late to keep going right?
So I have been very tuned in recently with my emotions, my intentions with the world and my own inner self love and care. Things are working and aligning so good It has been an insane couple of weeks. I dont feel the need to smoke or do more meth at all, where at times I doubted… I just told myself and had an internal inner dialogue going to control my cravings… Just like an honest conversation not an attack to my inner thoughts as it used to be before.
I have gone back to the gym, my body is thanking me so much! I feel lighter and clearer in my head. I managed to find a better job that the one I used to have too. This gave me not only such a boost in my self worth but also made me understand that no matter how lost I might have felt, I managed to keep going through it and I did it!
I also open my heart to love and met a wonderful person to whom I am super happy to explore to love again. I deserve this
My friends are starting to come back into my life, and this is super important for me. I am grateful.
I finally realize that being a previous drug addict never defined who i am nor does. And this is my message to the universe that I open my heart out and let all the light in finally.
I am complete, I am love, I am happy.