Today I woke up feeling like a train wreck and the shakes a real! Cravings intensify and I just feel like I want to be glued to bed and do nothing….otherwise I’d run to go and use. It’s hard but I know I can do this…. I failed fo write last night on here becauseContinue reading “Checking in”
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Feeling
So I know I missed yesterday night! – I feel asleep earlier. Of course, I spent 3 days up doing drugs. No sleep, no food. It took its toll on me. Today I feel ok, but i feel that committing to this journal is a good way to listen to my own thoughts and speakContinue reading “Feeling”
This is me
Jan 10th I know – I am late to make my 11:11 post… I will do my best to get closer to a daily goal – I will – I feel a little tired still, withdrawal is so so bad – and yet I keep falling down the rabbit hole. Anyways, Things aren’t easy atContinue reading “This is me”
11:11
This time .. Something felt different – Jan 9th As I watched Lady Gaga’s Enigma Show televised from Miami for the Superbowl – Edge of Glory played…. This would be a daily check in I decided to journal, to help me through this tough times where, I am not only dealing with depression but aContinue reading “11:11”
Edge of Glory 