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Gratitude

So I have been out of touch of my daily journal, but it is never too late to keep going right? So I have been very tuned in recently with my emotions, my intentions with the world and my own inner self love and care. Things are working and aligning so good It has beenContinue reading “Gratitude”

9 days

So I have gladly been 9 days sober. I feel my headspace is much better and clearer. Depression is a bitch, as I have been able to do somethings but not everything. I dont know why it has been hard to go to the gym. I still feel weird out around people, but i knowContinue reading “9 days”

Happier

Short but sweet. Although I havent logged in. It has been 7 days sober so far and I’m so happy about it. Here to 7 more days! 😃

Almost

Today was good, did lots of stuff! Tomorrow I should be hitting the.gym! Also meditating has been good for me.

Everybody is doing emails now

So today, went great. Literally same thing as usual… recovering… HOWEVER I am using this momentum to join the gym and throw myself into a routine of working out and feeling better. I will take it easy tomorrow, but I am excited because nothing like sweating out the impurities, and loving your body. I knowContinue reading “Everybody is doing emails now”

Moments

Sadly, I made the wrong choice last night after the concert. I could of not gone to the guys place but I did. I was already home then I received the msg. – this guy is aware that I want to quit and my intentions. – I am aware it wasnt the smartest choice –Continue reading “Moments”

Sunshine Kitty

Today I feel much better 🙂 – So happy I was able to avoid the temptation. I noticed I was trying to talking my self that I could just still smoke some meth and slowly decrease the amount, which is fine for some people and its a harm reduction action that it is proven toContinue reading “Sunshine Kitty”

Temptation

Temptation is starting to lurke around me. I am making myself super busy. Tho I have most of past contacts blocked, today someone contacted me thru fb msgr, and I felt for a moment to give in, picturing the scenario of what we would do etc. Althought I’m not going to ever inject anymore. ThatContinue reading “Temptation”

Part Of Me

It’s been 5 days since my last drug binge. I feel good. The fact that i am not contemplating in going to use into the weekend. Although I am still a prisoner to this monster that is Meth, I feel strong enough to say NO. I am not going to do it, I am notContinue reading “Part Of Me”

Changes

I feel better today. A little less anxious than yesterday… it explains I have been sleeping so much recently. I’ll keep myself busy, and stay positive today! I should join the gym soon! Working out was the one thing that helped me to stay away from use. I know deep down this is the answer.